It all makes sense now, I’ve heard people talk about how much sugar is bad for your body and how we can easily live better without it but that feeling of trying to run away from something inside yourself by eating sugar is, for me, the missing link.
So you got out of bed this morning without it, it’s all quiet, no feelings, no particular thoughts, nothing, just quiet, you don’t feel like going anywhere or change anything, you don’t react to the environment very well and your body is just numb. In lack of a better definition one could say this is depression.
And then comes the pain and sickness we all know too well. So again I’m unable to move, a muscle in my pelvis decided to show me the meaning of pain until I start to pay more attention, to what? I’m still figuring that out…
Our perspectives change everything, everything we see, everything we believe to be true, and is connected and influenced directly by the story of who we are, by our pasts and psychology, our self-image, belief system, emotions, our most intimate secrets, the ones we keep close to the hearts.
